Wednesday, May 27, 2015

Day 14...or the day I don't really want to talk about.

Usually, I process well through talking and writing. Today's visits the the Genocide Museum and
Killing Fields leave even me without words or the emotional capacity to want to process it. I will spare you the details of most torture and killing methods I learned about and only give a brief overview. This honestly might still be too much for you.

One wing of the Genocide Museum
I started the day out with the Genocide Museum. When Khmer Rouge took over Cambodia in the 70s, it instituted a dismal form of communism.  All schools, churches, museums, libraries, and temples were closed. All the cities where closed, including Phnom Penh. City dwellers were forced into the countryside to join labor camps. Family relations meant nothing. Children went to child labor camps. Mothers to women camps. Fathers to male camps.

The Genocide Museum was a school before it became a prison. This particular prison encompassed a square kilometer of residential areas, but since everyone was driven from their homes, the KR had no problems.  The
museum is divided into three former school buildings. Two are converted into museum displays. One filled with pictures of 1,000 of the 20,000 victims of this prison. The other with more information about the prison, the torture, and the KR regime.  The third was the most difficult because it is still in the same condition as when the Vietnamese Army found it, including blood on the floor. Nothing has been cleaned or touched.

A small shelter protecting a former mass grave
After that, we went to the Killing Fields.  As the leader's paranoia grew, the KR couldn't bury bodies out of the prison fast enough. So they made the prison only a holding and interrogation area. Every day a few hundred people were brought to the killing fields where they were beaten to death one by one.  A loudspeaker drowned out the screams with revolutionary music and chants.

It was even worse than going to Auschwitz. Bone fragments still wash up after big rains and I saw some.  I actually had to step over someone's leg bone. I can't even articulate how awful this was.

The stupa memorial
Another area had a large tree with excavated graves of women and children. In records, they discovered most of the children died by being held by their feet and having their heads bashed into the tree.

A large monument contains skulls of many of the victims. You can go inside and pay respects. They have many marked with stickers indicating age, gender, and the method of murder. I couldn't stay in to walk around the whole place. It was too much.

Why?

There is little rhyme or reason. My guide kept saying the country is still searching for answers. Many people were arrested and tortured until they wrote false confessions about being members of the CIA or KGB. I think that might be the most awful thing, it was so senseless. Khmer Rouge pressed young villagers into service and made them do increasingly heinous things. Eventually, Cambodians were killing Cambodians in the most brutal fashion.

Some might ask why go? Why subject myself to these horrific things?  Two reasons.

A quiet area for reflection
One, it is a major aspect of Cambodian history. 1 in 4 Cambodians were murdered for seemingly no reason. The KR had no real intelligence branch and just arrested people that *might* be a threat. When one person was suspected, the entire family was murdered. My tour guide at the museum said when she returned to her village, she had no idea where her mother or father or sisters or brother were. It was only after a few years that her mother returned to the village. Thousands of Cambodians still live with the strain of not knowing for sure their loved ones were killed by Khmer Rouge.

Two, this happens everywhere. From Nazi Germany and the Jewish Holocaust, to the Rwandan genocide, to the U.S.'s treatment of Native Americans. By experiencing the horror, there is a little part of me that hopefully is strengthened to stand up against genocide today and in the future.

Tuesday, May 26, 2015

Day 13...or the day I was rescued by a tuk tuk driver

Inside the National Museum
After my looong trip from Siem Reap, I let myself sleep in some today.  I rolled out of bed around 8:30, but lounged around for awhile talking to Jeff cause well the 11 hour time difference isn't kind to relationships.

One of the guys I talked to at the airport said the Royal Palace closes for lunch, which I assumed meant around noon.  So I headed down to the palace to see cool things. Turns out, the Royal Cambodian Lunch (idk if that's a thing) is from 11 a.m. to 2 p.m.  So I now had three hours to kill and no idea how to spend it.  AND the tuk tuk drivers are quite bored since this is low tourist season so everyone is trying to give me rides different places. I JUST WANTED TO SEE THE PALACE!
The National Museum

I spotted a Costa Coffee (like Bigby coffee) and grabbed an iced coffee and got on the wifi. Turns out the national museum was right around the corner, which was totally great!  I finished my coffee and headed out the door.

Now, in my few days in Siem Reap, I didn't ever experience very good English so I wasn't expecting
Royal Palace from the park
much out of the translations in the museum, but they turned out to be very good!  A lot of the museum focuses on the time period immediately before and during the building of Ankgor Wat so it was really neat to have already been there.  One of my favorite parts of the exhibit were animations by students at Monash University in Australia that depicted various parts of life surrounding Ankgor Wat during its heydey.

After that, I decided to get lunch because it was still only about 12:30. I still had an hour and a half to
kill before the Palace was open again.  During lunch I was sitting next to what could very easily have been part of the Russian mob. I jokingly mentioned it to Jeff and he's like, "Oh yah, Cambodia's huge in the drug smuggling market."  Well, that turned out to be not so funny.  For dessert (I don't often indulge in dessert) I had mango ice cream. Holy crap. I can't even begin to describe how good anything fruit-related is here.
Inside the Royal Palace

Walking into the "palace" I notice it's still closed. A ton of tuk tuk drivers are telling me it's closed and not open until 3 p.m., which I knew wasn't true and I just assumed it was a scam so I sat down and waited until the ticket window opened.  Well, a really sweet tuk tuk driver came in and pointed out the palace and I was in the wrong place. I felt SO STUPID cause I had already been in the palace. He tried to convince me to not go because "the palace is closed in the afternoon for the king's nap." But I stuck to my guns and headed towards the palace...or so I thought.  I was going in totally the wrong direction and he drove up to me and said for $1 he'd take me.  I couldn't argue  because I was very turned around.
As close as I could get to the king.

Finally, at 2:30 I arrived at the Royal Palace, over four hours after I left my hostel.  I paid for an
English speaking tour guide cause...well sometimes it's just nice to hear stories.  The king still lives in the palace area, but we (obviously) don't get to visit the royal living quarters.  In Cambodia, like Thailand, the king is more a figurehead for the country and not so much a political leader. Still, the opulence that surrounds the grounds is astounding when considering Cambodia is one of the poorest countries in the world.

The Silver Pagdoa
Also in the palace area is the Silver Pagoda. This is a temple that has a floor made of silver. Literally, over 2000 tiles weighing over 1 kilo a piece of silver.  It houses an emerald Buddha, as well as the famous standing Buddha. The standing Buddha is 90 kilos of solid gold (almost 200 pounds), encrusted in over 2000 diamonds, including a 25 and 20 carat diamond. I wasn't joking when I said the place was opulent! Interestingly, only foreigners calls this the Silver Pagoda. Cambodians refer to it as the Emerald Buddha Pagoda.

By the time I was done at the Pagoda, I was dying from the heat. Cambodia is hot, plus Phnom Penh is a big city so it traps the heat and doesn't let go.  I came back to my hostel and took a shower and stood in front of the a/c for a good thirty minutes.  And then decided to wander through some shops.

Well, there were a couple nondescript silk stores that I didn't buy anything in. Buuuuut I found a wine
Wine tasting
tasting store!  They make wine from Palm tree sap.  I got to taste a few different flavors, including pineapple and ginger.  As well as taste a few of their traditional sauces and seasonings.  For a cooking, wine drinking girl like me this was pay dirt!  I ended up snagging a bottle of wine to celebrate my homecoming with my parents next week.

When I got back, I checked to see if my clothes were clean. Last night when I arrived, I asked the front desk how long the laundry would take. He said if I brought it right now, he would have it tomorrow afternoon. Well, he called the lady and told me it won't be ready until tomorrow. I've been wearing dirty clothes for a few days now, so it's not a big deal, but I had gotten in my head how nice clean clothes would feel so I'm a little disappointed. I'm also marginally concerned that if I don't get the clothesback tomorrow, I only have one skirt, one shirt, and very limited socks left for the next week...which would be interesting.  But, positive thinking like Mom J taught me, clothes will come tomorrow.

After that, I've just been hanging out in my hostel for a few hours, writing up three blog posts for you lovely people :)  I'm grabbing dinner with a girl from Chile who is in my hostel and going to bed. My tuk tuk driver is picking me up at 9 a.m. for the killing fields and genocide museum. Tomorrow will be a very sober day.

Day 12...or the day I wasted $5 on a plane ticket.

In my travels around Cambodia, I talked to some different people. Most of them said my plan to take a bus was fine BUT it wasn't the safest or cleanest or reliable.  Two of them were older men who had taken many trips to Cambodia, so I listened and booked a flight through a travel agent with a cheap airline. It was about $50 more expensive, but would take 2 hours instead of 6-10 and I didn't have to worry about breaking down in the middle of Cambodian countryside.

I had to choose between a flight at 11 a.m. and one at 2 p.m.  I figured if I took the morning flight, I would have some extra time to figure out my surroundings and make sure I got a good meal so I chose that one even though it was $5 more.  WRONG DECISION!

The flight was delayed from 10:55 to 5:55 p.m.  It was super duper hot outside and I have my backpack with a laptop and everything in it so I decided to just hang out at the airport (at least it was air conditioned). While eight hours in one place sounds maddening, it really was kind of nice.

A day without tuk tuks yelling at me.

A day with air conditioning.

A day of reading about the going ons in my world back home.

It went by surprisingly fast.  And once I got on the flight, it was only 35 minutes to Phnom Penh. Unfortunately, while I was waiting...I watched everyone for the 1:30 flight board. And the delay forced me to break my cardinal rule of traveling...never arrive after dark.

I rolled into my hostel around 7:30 pm absolutely starving.  Since my flight was at 11 a.m., I hadn't eaten a big breakfast and planned on eating a big lunch when I got to Phnom Penh.  Well, thankfully, the airline gave me a meal voucher so I had a good lunch, but I was still STARVING.  The hostel, again, wasn't super helpful with finding food, but it turns out that there's a KFC right around the corner.  I ate it without shame.  And it was delicious and one of the cheapest meals I've paid for in Cambodia.

Money is weird here.  I pay in USD and end up with USD and Cambodian Riehl in change.  They
only use paper money, so 1000 Riehl is about 0.25 dollars.  I have a wallet full of 100 and 500 notes that are literally almost worth less than the paper they're printed on.  Take a look at my wallet, all of those notes are about $40 total.  It's so weird, but I've gotten the hang of it and even stopped someone from ripping me off the other day.

All those bills equal ONE dollar

This is what my wallet looks like.  It gets pretty darn confusing.

Day 11...or the day of landmines

Landmines are a really big deal in Cambodia. The landmines are remnants of the U.S. war against Vietnam as well as the Khmer Rouge party during the Civil War during the 70s. Vietnam utilized Cambodia to supply its trops and unforutnatley many of the bombs the U.S. dropped didn't explode on impact and still litter the countryside. The bombs that actually exploded are estimated to have killed over half a million civillians.  The Khmer Rouge army used many land mines, which only explode when stepped on or touched.  The Cambodian Mine Action Centre estimates up to six million mines and unxploded ordance might still exist, mostly in the Cambodian countryside.
The number of targets the U.S. had in Cambodia from 65-73

Today, there are many NGOs working to disarm and return villages and farms back to safety. However, it is still not uncommon to read a story about children playing in the field who step on an anti-personnel mine and lose their foot/leg/arm at best and their life at worst. Most of the mines are in very rural areas especially farms, which means that there are additional complications for land mine victims in obtaining proper care.  Cambodian officials estimate 15% of victims have to travel over three days to a proper hospital.

Different types of landmines
The Cambodian Landmine Museum was started by a man who was responsible for laying landmines for the Khmer Rouge regime during the Civil War. At 10 years old,  Aki Ra's entire family was killed by the rebels and he was forced to be a soldier for the Khmer Rouge army.  When Vietnam invaded Cambodia to depose of the Khmer Rouge regime, Ra defected to their army.  He later elisted with the army of the new Cambodian government. In this role, he laid many landmines on the Cambdoian-Thai border.

After his service, Aki Ra began defusing landmines in Cambodia. He was trained by the UN but left their program after one year to return to Cambodia. As a deminer here, he had no tools for demining.  He defused bombs with a knife, a hoe, and a stick.  These methods were not approved and Ra was
imprisoned twice for failure to comply with demining regulations.  In the mean time, his collection of defused bombs continued to grow and tourists started hearing about Ra and his house filled with old landmines. Ra started charing a dollar for admission.

After his second incarceration, Ra attended a demining school and obtained official certification.  He used the certificate and his many years of experience to establish a NGO "Cambodian Self Help Demining".  Official demining certification is important because the metals from the bombs and landmines can be used for scrap and so many less skilled Cambodians were dying trying to defuse bombs to sell the metal for money.  This is the main reason the Cambodian government cracked down so hard.

A view of the school area
The museum is also now a boarding school where at-risk children from rural areas, whether landmine victims or just very poor, can come for a good education. The school's funders also provide students who finish the school scholarships to study in any of the Cambodian universities.

The whole story of Ra's soldier days to deminer was very interesting. It shows a path of redemption that is often missing when we talk about the atrocities of war. While he had little choice at 10 years old and even 15 or 16 when he planted the landmines. As an adult, he had a choice, and he chose to make his country a better place and strive to undo the damage he caused, both as a deminer and as a philantropist caring for children.

One story in the museum that I think highlights some of the ludicracy of war was of Ra and his uncle.
 "I like to tell those who are interested about a little unusual story which occurred during an encounter that I had when I went into battle with the Vietnamese army against the Khmer Rouge.   
One day, I was shooting across a field against the enemy when through the sight of my weapon, I saw my uncle who I was ready to shoot. This startled me and in surprise, I lowered my weapon. However, my uncle didn't recognize me and continued to shoot at me from 50 meters away.   
I hid in the grass and upon noticing my reluctance to shoot, my friends asked my why my accuracy, which was normally good, was now not good. I told them I had a headache and couldn't shoot straight. I had to shoot back however, so I just shot over my uncle's head until he ran away.   
Only many years after the war ended did I tell my uncle what happened that day and we had a big laugh. Now we both live in peace and are happy.  Today, my Uncle Raine lives at the Cambodia Landmine Museum and helps me care for my chidlren and his older sister, my aging aunt whom I call mother."

BONUS PICTURES:
Some of the villages inside Ankgor Wat park

The countryside is quite beautiful

Typical countryhouses...less wealthy. Some of the bigger houses are built of stone

Remember not all live in peace. 

Monday, May 25, 2015

Day 10...or the day a Thai priest made me cry.

The silk worms feasting
Eating never was such a happy thing!  I had some crackers and yogurt for dinner the night before, so I indulged a little more for breakfast this morning.  Everything stayed put, so I gave myself a go ahead to eat somewhat normally again.  It was really nice to have a full stomach again!

Day two in Siem Reap was consequently much more enjoyable than the first day. It also was a really nice day. Everyone told me Cambodia was going to be hotter and more miserable than Laos and Thailand, but once the sun goes down, a cool breeze blows through Siem Reap and it's actually pleasant outside.  And today was actually nice most of the day, still pretty hot, but totally doable.

I started the day with a trip to the silk farm. There's a workshop near my hostel that offers free shuttles twice a day out to the farm where you learn the entire process of
The silk worms spinning cocoons
making a silk scarf.  It sounded great because (1) it was free, (2) the van is air conditioned, and (3) well I love silk.

It was a really cool experience.  I had no idea that silk was so difficult and time consuming to make.The price of good silk makes a lot more sense to me now.  Silk worms love mulberry leaves so the silk farm is surrounded by tons of mulberry bushes. I think this might honestly be the first time I've seen a mulberry bush, but I was half tempted to skip around one sining about monkeys and weasels (I refrained because, you know, I'm an adult).

The cocoons being boiled and spun
Newly hatched silk worms feast on mulberry leaves for about twenty days until they're ready to spin their cocoons.  In the farm, the worms just stay in trays filled with leaves.  When it's time for them to spin cocoons, they get moved to these woven wheels.  In the normal course of the silk worm's life, it will come out of the cocoon with wings that don't work. Silk worms never turn into butterflies! They basically come out of their cocoons, mate, and die.

In the world of silk farming, once the cocoons are spun, the baskets are placed in the sun to kill the worms inside.  The cocoons are then boiled and the outer shells are slowly parsed into thread for raw silk.  The inner shells are used to make fine silk.

After the thread is made, it is is dyed and readied for weaving. We learned about three different styles of weaving...all of them hopelessly complicated so that I couldn't
explain them.  You'll just have to imagine how impressive it is that beautiful scarves come out of the
complicated machines.  And even more that these women know what they're doing!
The footbridge to the market

There were a few other girls that decided to do the tour as well. One was an Israeli solo traveler.  She kept trying to convince me to get a motorbike with her and explore the Cambodian countryside. While a trip to the floating villages sounded really awesome, I figured I'd save mom and Jeff a heart attack and not have my first biking experience be in a 3rd world country.  There was also a set of twins from Texas who tried to convince me to ride a bicycle about 13 miles to the village and back. This time I said no because I know my limits. There's no way I would've lasted in the sun/heat biking that far!  I didn't want to ruin the rest of my trip!  So I set off after the tour on my own to explore some of the markets.
Crossing a foot bridge to the market

I found markets.  I found skirts and scarves and a host of other souveniers.  Things here are beautiful. And cheap.  I had to leave and get lunch though.  And then I barely made it back to my hostel before a huge storm started!  Once the storm ended, I headed down to the pool for some relaxing swim time.  Most of the people were already quite drunk, but I made the best of it and hung out with a cool British guy I had met the day before.  We made plans to grab dinner together when I got back from church.

Which brings us to Mass.

It's literally called "Catholic Church"
I love attending Mass in different countries because it's a glimpse of culture that many people never get.  Usually I try to walk to the church so I can observe some of the less touristy aspects of life.  I walked by the Cambodian People's Party headquarters where group kick boxing was going on in the yard. And through the royal gardens, where many Cambodian women were walking and running or working out.

 In the gardens, I'm pretty sure I stumbled onto some fire ants, but I'm two days post run-in and only have one nasty bite so it seems to be okay.

The actual church
I got to Mass and was somewhat surprised that it was surrounded by barbed wire.  I've spent almost two weeks in 3rd world countries. Seeing first hand the poverty that corruption breeds.  Walking into a church in a country where less than 1% is Christian, I wasn't sure what to expect.  Many Catholics were massacred during the genocide in the 70s (this is a good article for more information).

  I knew Catholicism was weak in Cambodia, but the surroundings of the church really drove home what it is like to be in a minority.  The church was small with few furnishings. Most people just sat on bamboo mats on the floor. The music was from a guitar and tamborine, not as a statement of hipness, but because that's literally the only form of instrument theycould afford. The speakers and microphones cut in and out.  But everyone was there for Jesus and it was beautiful.
The inside of church

This homily was the most heart-wrenching things I have ever experienced. Given it was Pentecost Sunday, the priest's homily focused on how we are to let the Holy Spirit manifest itself in us. He focused a lot on compassion and for good reason.

Traffic mortality is a really big deal in Cambodia. Poor roads and no adherence to traffic laws results in multiple deaths a day, even in a small city like Siem Reap (around 200,000 citizens).  Earlier that week, the priest ran into a motorcyclist.  One of the riders died at the scene and the other is still in critical condition (please pray for him).  The priest related the story and described how bystanders encouraged him to just disappear. The police wouldn't care or chase him. But he stayed.  He stayed and prayed with the dying man and the injured man.

He then spent three nights in jail.  The priest said he was worried all this time about the people and their families. That they would be cared for, but that the Cambodian police and government were more concerned with fines and bribes.  He used this to juxtapose the difference in approaching a situation with and without compassion. I cannot even express with words the impact the homily had on me.

It would behoove many Americans to experience a mission parish like this. To truly see commitment to faith, despite enormous odds.  It's really something we cannot comprehend in the Western World. Most of the hardship we face in our faith back home is of our own creation.  The priests here travel to villages on a rotating basis to provide people with Mass. I can walk out of my house and to two different parishes with daily Mass. It is truly a convicting experience how much I take the Eucharist for granted, and a feeling that I don't want to forget in the near future.

After Mass, I went to dinner at a restaurant called Haven. It's a vocational training NGO which provides Cambodians a chance to practice English and learn very good serving skills. They earn good wages and are able to move to knew jobs after their year-long training or stay on at Haven. Vocational training is a huge thing in Cambodia. Many of the artistic things like the silk farm and circus are centered on providing free training to young Cambodians to help them earn sustainable livings.

BONUS PICTURES:

The grounds of the silk farm

Dead/mating silk flies? I'm not sure what they're called after that methamorphisize.  All the little dots are eggs.

Drying the cocoons before boiling them

Many people bring their kids to work. It's a really interesting facet of these countries I've found. Child care is nonexistent or too expensive.  A NGO provides free artisan training to these women, which provides them with stable jobs.  

She hand searches the silk for parts of the insects and other imperfections.

This complicated contraptions produces the most equisite design (see below).


Storms rolling in. I made it back to the hostel with about four seconds to spare.

A view of the royal gardens

The pathway along the river that I walked to get to the church.

Sunday, May 24, 2015

Day 9...or when no food for a day still can't stop my sightseeing.

Ankgor Wat
The heat in Lao coupled with there only being water (no Gatorade to replace electrolytes) ravaged my body. I was super sick my first day in Cambodia, but I found some crackers and ginger ale at the market around the corner and started spending all my cash on Gatorade.  By the evening, I was feeling a little better so I booked a driver out to see Angkor Wat.

The plus side of the trip out there is that it starts at 5 a.m. and is done by noon...so I avoided all the super hot sun.  After that, I told myself I could take it easy and relax by the pool.

Well, my 4:30 a.m. alarm came and I dragged my butt out of bed.  I decided not to eat anything just
in case my stomach problems hadn't been solved. So I was HUNGRY. In 24 hours all I had eaten were some little crackers.  I grabbed a Gatorade and my tuk tuk driver picked me up inside the hostel.
The ride out was actually chilly!  I haven't been cold in a week and a half unless I was standing under ice cold showers, but before the sun came up, Siem Reap was more than tolerable. With the wind whipping in my face, it was actually enjoyable!

Sun rising over the pool inside the temple
Waking up that early did have a point, I got to watch the sunrise over Ankgor Wat.  It's a Unesco World Heritage Site and the largest religious monument in the world.  Interestingly, the Archaeological Park also contains a number of living villages, mostly descendants of the ancient villages.  It was kind of strange seeing homes and schools inside such a protected landmark.

Built in the early 12th century, the temple itself is a monstrosity. The moat around it alone is over 2 miles long.  Inside the temple walls, there are intricate carvings spanning the entire interior walls.  So much work is put into the preservation of the art and the temple grounds.  Walking around, you see employees meticulously sweeping away sand to keep the temple area as clean as possible.

At the next temple, a cute little boy started talking to me.  I knew he was going to eventually ask me
for money, but his English was good and he was telling me really cool things about the temple.  He even took a picture of my nose touching Buddha's nose.  We climbed up a tower that was marginally terrifying (he was maybe 8 or 9 and much more nimble). Bless his heart though, he tried to give me his hand to help me up.  I would've pulled the little guy over the edge!

He did end up asking me for money, but the kid spent a good 20 minutes showing me around the temple. So I looked at it like the European free walking tours and gave him a little cash.

The last temple is the second most famous as it's the location for Tomb Raiders. The foundation was laid in 1186. It's real name is Ta Prohm, but literally everyone calls it Tomb Raider.  The temple is crazy because it's filled with these weird trees that have solidified over time.  This is because it's been left in pretty much the same condition in which it was found, compared to other temples that have been restored (and I saw a ton of restoration work).

BONUS PICS!

Right before sunrise

The outer walls around the temple are just covered in intricate designs.


Ankgor Wat through the library's windows

The kiddo brought me up these steps...more like a stone ladder. I thought he was joking at first.

The untouched beauty of Ta Prohom

I avoided an adult "tour guide" by asking some Chinese guys to take my picture. The Cambodian man kept offering, but he did the same thing as the kid and I just wasn't going to have it. As soon as I asked someone else to take my picture, he disappeared.

Day 8...or the day I left Jeff standing alone on a Lao street corner

Last picture in Lao!
All good things must come to an end, especially vacations. Unfortunately Luang Prabang was a teeny
tiny place so there are very very few flights.  Mine left a good 7 hours before Jeff's. So after breakfast, I had to pack up and hit the road.  He headed into town to hang out at a coffee shop for awhile, so we got to ride the tuk tuk together. It's quite an experience.

The tuk tuk driver let him out and then we drove away! It was kind of weird/movie-like watching Jeff fade into the distance.

I got to Cambodia a few hours later.  It's another super duper poor country, actually tied with Lao on a lot of poverty measures.  The hostel is located pretty awesomely, but I wasn't feeling good so I didn't leave after I got there. I splurged here and booked a single room with a/c. Yes, some people travel through here without air conditioning, some people being psychotic people!  I also way overbooked days in Siem Reap so I could take it easy, enjoy the hostel's pool, and just relax a little after the crazy week and a half I'd just had.

The hostel is kind of crappy.  It had pretty good ratings and I thought it'd be nice with a bar and pool, but there is zero insulation and my room is connected to the stairwell so any yelling anywhere in the hostel echos into my room at all hours of the night.  The pool area is also super loud. It's just not quite as relaxing as I had hoped.

It's also a LOT of people who just go out and get trashed every night, which isn't my vibe. I prefer to meet travel/sightseeing buddies.  There's one guy who's been here a week and still hasn't seen Ankgor Wat! It's a World Heritage site and the #1 tourist attraction in Cambodia so it's kind of sad.  I'm definitely ready to move to my next hostel tomorrow (yah, I'm writing this three days late, sue me).